His brother took the time to invite me to Aaron's Graduation party and hang out with me before Aaron has. Whenever I make plans with him, they get cancelled.. by him, of course! There is no getting around it.. I'm being forced out and there is apparently nothing I can do about it. You have no idea how much this hurts me.. I was literally crying on Abby's shoulder for almost an hour today over this shit that Aaron is putting me through.. Why can't he just be honest with me? Why can't he just tell me friends is not an option for us? Rather than leading me on, Thinking we have a shot at hanging out and letting me down time and time again.. :(
How are you supposed to handle this kind of rejection?
To add to this fiasco:
This trip that I have to take with my old high school band, which I decided to go on when I was "more invested" than just my sister, is going to be a complete disaster because they are ostracizing me and Claire just because of me.. I feel so bad for Claire, but what can I do? Cody says everyone else in the group has to agree and the other people say the same thing; Then, Cody says no one else is "keen" on the idea of us hanging with them.. What the FUCK?! How can you ostracize someone you once cared so much for? What is Cody's problem with me? Am I that much of a Bitch? Was I that terrible of a girlfriend? Am I that bad of an Ex?
Why does Life have to bring about such unanswerable questions?
Why does Life have to suck?!
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