Do you know what would be really nice for a change..?
For my ex to grow up a bit and answer a simple question for me.
He is incapable of that kind of maturity though, so I'm just done.
But really.. Is it too much to ask him "why he is set on hating me?" When I have no clue what I could have done to him that is worse than anything he has done to me in the past. My point is not to point this out and be a Bitch about it, far from it actually. As far as I knew we were good after the Fall Out Boy concert I was nice enough to take him to, the one where he was running low on money so I didn't even ask him to pay me back for the hotel room, yet somehow I pissed him off and have gotten nothing but hatred from him since then.. Confusion does not suit me well so all I want is some sort of clear cut reasoning behind his attitude. I must have done something because if he was indifferent to me, there would be no need for this tension he is creating.
Ugh.
I know, I know.. This kind of talk makes it seem like I'm still hung up on him, but I truthfully do not want him back.. After this ordeal, He has shown his true colors and I don't like them.
"(He's) not worth it, (He) doesn't deserve it.. &
All I really, All I really want.. Is everything (he's) Not..!"

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