Lullabye. let's put him to rest, patrick :)

"It doesn't matter how you feel.

Life is just a ferris wheel.

Its always up and down."

Still going strong :)

"When you wake up, 

The world will come around."

I can do this :)

"Don't worry your head,

Just go to sleep..."

Last night, I didn't dream of him. :)

I think it's happening, I think I'm getting over him!

I don't know how I did it,

But I know it feels damn good!

Sure.. I might have some momentary lapses..

Everyone falls into bad habits occasionally,

But I think I actually did it :)

And to top it off, I'm going to be good to him.

I'm going to be the bigger person..

I'm going to show myself that I am strong enough

To not only get over him, but be nice to him in the process.

Does he deserve that? No.

But I deserve to feel that kind of power & strength :)

Oh, and sidenote:

Chuck and Blair totally just need to be together!

Ahhhh... If you love someone, don't set them free.

They want you to love them, okay?! Geez.