what are friends for? idk i guess.

"Aaron: 
You have a million ways to make me laugh and you always make me feel better. If i feel left out you include me, if im sad you make me happy, if im mad you calm me down! I love how down to earth you are and how well we connect! You relate to me in everyway-you are literally me in boy-form! (Im not sure if that is good for you or not but i love the connection it gives us) You are always there for me and you always have my back. Even though we have gone through our spells where we werent sure if we liked each other, im so glad we have gotten past that and we talk like before. You showed me that if you are yourself people will start liking you cuz you dont hide behind labels or insecurity! You are my best (guy) friend! I trust you so much and i hope you trust me to and that is what makes our friendship so strong! I am officially making you my brother from this day on!! I look forward to being with you through everything for the rest of our lives! I love you!!"

That was a blog from February of 2008.

Oh, how I wish that we were still that tight..

We were so in-sync all the time, but we drifted apart during the time in my life where I needed him the most. To me, it feels like he chose my ex even though I never gave him an ultimatum or made him pick one of us. Honestly, I never would have done that because I know I would have lost to cody and a break-up shouldn't split friends apart, yet it seems like mine and cody's did. The thing is he was my rock, there for me day or night and I was the same for him, but somewhere along the way that need to talk to each other about every detail and problem in our lives faded.. leaving us where we are now.. Sure, he says he wants to be my friend and he misses talking to me, but when it comes time to make a plan to hang out and talk, he bails or he waits until he knows I'm back at college and can't make it to try and create plans. 

All I want is that Aaron I once knew to come back...